I’m sad and I’ve been sad. I know no one wants to see that, I know people want me to get better, whatever that means, and to be happy. But, ugh, right now I’m not happy, okay? And I’m okay with that because I know this won’t last, I know my feelings will change, along with my thinking. So just, I don’t know, be here, and ride it out with me. Please don’t try to force me into feeling something I cannot at the moment. It will only make me push you away.
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pretty much sums up my week at work. monday-thursday was horrible, and friday was just THE happiest day I’ve had in a while. ahh i can’t get over it. just imagine getting paid for standing around talking to your buddies while eating candies/chocs, getting a bunch of compliments from random clients, and of course flirting for hours with your crush coz he keeps visiting <3 ahh life’s good.
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